Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy Thanksgiving everyone.....just sitting here with my mom fixing some turkey and ham and sweet potatoes and all the other stuff....listening to Tracy Chapman who is sooooo cozy :) what a good day this is, I love cozy times!  I love you guys.....hope your day is as good as mine....enjoy your family time.

Something happened to me this morning.......I woke up on the right side of the bed! Yeah that's right! I somehow see a little clearer, everything is a little brighter. Things I didn't see before, I do now. Thoughts have changed, feelings have changed...and it's all good! Strangely it feels good and encouraging, is it the right way of thinking?...well I don't know and quite frankly I don't care anymore....you live you learn, but watch out world because there's a whole new Stephanie in town! Whaaaaaa Whoooooo!

Life...I just can't get enough

I just love life sometimes....even when it sucks, even when it hurts, when I am annoyed, when I am sick with a fever and a sore throat, when I am angry, when I am sad, when I screw up and when I prevail, when I'm tired and I want to go to bed early but I can't because the baby upstairs is screaming his head off, even when my heart hurts and I cry so bad that my eye balls feel like they are going to pop out of my head, when I am lonely, when I am hanging out with my best friends in the whole world, when people let me down, when I let people down, when I love, when I am loved, when I feel peace, and when I feel challenged......feeling makes me feel so alive! I love all these things because I know that through it all I am growing and gaining in knowledge and wisdom and being stretch and formed into the person I am to be; into Stephanie Lea......life is so fascinating! I love it and I love you :)